As the sun rises and my alarm clock rings with a resounding tenacity, I hit snooze not sure if I can take the day on. Throughout the day I find myself holding or biting my tongue as things and people summarized as inanimate objects test and poke me. Like a Grizzly bear stalking a oscar award worthy performing Dicaprio, I am close to unleashing a territorial rage, mauling and raping my way through life. But I take a deep breathe in and try to remind myself how much fucking worse it could get. Day one almost done I am going to inject myself back into Muay Thai, as much as I want to stay home and smoke I cannot for my mind and body can no longer stagnate, we need to move and unleash this beautiful energy for the world needs it.