I love weed , I love being stoned. It relieves some mental and physical difficulties.
But, everything in moderation. Too much of a good thing is not a good thing.
Overuse is straining financially and leaves me unable to self-soothe in the face of adversity as I rely on weed to deal with my anxiety and stress for me.
Being dependant on weed makes me feel like a dependant person in general.
It also numbs my emotions making it easier to cope with interpersonal disharmony at home.